Week of Revelations

I just seem to be having one of those weeks. It has been up and down, left and right, backwards and forwards - you get the point. My mom made a comment today on the phone that left me thinking about it. She told me that Adam time is good once and awhile and she made this comment after I told her that I would be by myself most of Saturday evening. I told her that I pretty much have Adam time always because of my job. I basically sit in the hospital and do next to nothing most days. This leads to much boredom and thinking. Today was one of those days.

I came to one conclusion today if nothing else. After my lease is up here in Kalamazoo, it will be time for me to find a job of much more significance. I haven't ruled out going back to school or chasing some of the dreams that I have or even leaving Kalamazoo, but I am determined at actually doing something. Don't get me wrong. For my current situation, this job is great, but it is also something that I want to be doing much longer. I could be doing so much more with my time and talent (I know there isn't much talent, but there's got to be some - haha).

I really hope that this trip I take across the country will lead to something. At least open my eyes to other possibilities. I am constantly in a mind of thought these days about careers and what makes a good, solid and successful career. It fascinates me at what some people believe to be personal success and I hope that I can attain this one day.

It's really up to me right now to make something out of that piece of paper they mailed me 3 months ago. At least I know that I have the right mindset in chasing what I want.

Heroes of the Day: Apple Orchards and Cidar Mills, Mmmmm...